-静思静语-

casualties...

2011-11-29T18:25:00.001+08:00

feeling tired... yet still needs to go on..

good luck everyone... few more days to go.=]

...

2011-01-26T11:40:00.001+08:00

erm... seriously... i am a lazy blogger..

but.. i'm not a lazy people in real life..

mayb at cny break will upload some of my artwork here..

stay tuned.. =]

我想，可是我不要

2010-08-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

嗯，很多心里话想说

嗯，就…再努力点

更努力…

stressed???

2010-07-31T22:42:00.003+08:00

last two weeks.. and it's a stressful one..

but ended up i want to focus more on the relation of you and mine..

now what i wanted is to hear your voice.. and wanted to look into your eyes.. =(...

do i just think too much??? =(

懒惰想

2010-06-19T11:20:00.001+08:00

he said very lazy to think what to write

so i help him to update

tat's all for today

bye and see you then

updates..???

2010-05-19T09:39:00.002+08:00

BWAHAHAHAHA.... dunno how long i didn't update my blog liao....

I'm a lazy blogger.. bwahahahah.. XD

well... i will try 2 update in this weekend.. if i didn't have too much assignment...

The chances for that to happen is... very low.. yea... LOW~~ XD

Actually got very much to share... but.. it's been piled up...

so, that's why i got more lazy and lazier.. XD...

well.. continue my assignment 1st bah...

another 150 pages of 2D... SHOCK!! XD

have a nice day everyone.. =)

team.....

2010-02-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

有很多的不明白⋯⋯

lately... again?? --

2010-01-24T11:50:00.002+08:00

Ok, lately... well.. starting of sem 3 in d studies of TOA..

well, what could I say?

I find it quite relaxing... feel not like studying --... of coz just d 1st week lah ==...

Well, what happened lately den??

My b'day, my beloved Wen would like to give me a surprise.. but then, well... maybe I'm just too smart... found it out quite fast d ==.. so... just a bit surprise.. well.. better den nth wat... tat day all of them just act 2 weird... haha... well, keep up d good work arh~ XD...

Cheng b'day, well well... his beloved bui bui... wanted 2 give him surprise.. making me feel like i am a bad guy.. lol... didn't expect things r going as planned d.. woo hoo... Cheng sure surprise eh?? XD... well.. at least they enjoy it~

And again.. Jj's b'day... wat could i say?? paiseh for d late celebration har~ XD... maybe u also shock d... hope u enjoy our belated celebration 4 u d.. ^^

And now... tis month expenses... out of my imagination... thx 2 u... TOA night ==... walao... keep on shopping lately with Sheng in pyramid.. wat 4?? of coz just 4 d clothes... *bleeding.. T_T

And den.. sry dear~ couldn't go back 2 celebrate ur bday d... hope u enjoy ur day wif ur frens d.. We go out next time..

Lastly... what i wan 2 say is.......

I LOVE MY ASSIGNMENT!!!!! XD

Hope I'm not insane... ==

untitled...

2010-01-20T13:09:00.001+08:00

blog will b updated... sooon.. i guess XD...

coz... lately d connection.. damn gao slow.. and some one is being selfish d...

well, hope he will understand wat is d purpose of sharing...

.....

2009-12-25T01:26:00.001+08:00

听见你的好消息，心里却有一种莫名的感伤⋯

祝：愉快^^

冤枉～

2009-12-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

其实，也没么要写

只是，很闷啊！！！！！！

恨不得快点开课==

冤枉～～～～～～

Past=Future ^^

2009-12-13T12:49:00.002+08:00

As time passes by... we all had finished our semester 2.. and so it is the end of CD0905-3...

Couldn't had much gathering... cause all of us are in over drive mood and exhausted.. --

Well.. at least we had some of it.. i do cherish d moment we all spent together.. ^^

We spent almost half year together.. since May until now..

But, lots of memories are taking spaces deep down inside of us...

It is a part of us, but it makes us whole..

Though sometimes, friendship had their own hard moments..

But hey, these are just experience that makes us grow stronger and mature.

Although it is sad that these kinds of things happened, but, what done is done.

We all should head straight and move on forward, to do what we are seeking for.. ^^

I may seem OK on the outside, but I do felt sad that things are going that fast and we are going into our own major..

If can, we should plan and hang out together even we separate into major jor.. XD

Even if we are apart miles away, but we all share the same sky, one sky. ^^

Cheers to our friendship and let it last as long as we move on.. ^^

ooppsss @@

2009-11-16T18:33:00.007+08:00

ok... since last time... i didn't update my blog for quite a while... ==...

thx Wen and Jj for reminding me d --''

ok... wat's d last good things 2 share is... my date with dear... 7th of nov...

well... not much time we spend 2geter d.. we had bubba gump and movie d...

but then.. we spent around 4 hundred in one day ==.... well.. happy den is ok lah XD

and tat's wat is bubba gump.. eat till gao gao full --...

anyway.. surrogates.. quite nice d... XD

then.. hmmm.. other lili lala stuff happened loh.. haiz... dunno wat 2 say bout it d ==..

anyway.. try not 2 make 2 much stuff happen bah...

and then.. nth else liao loh.. also no photo d --...

everyone.. good luck on u all d incoming finals and happy holiday 4 HH student who is starting their holiday d...

and good luck also on SPM XD

OMG~~~

2009-11-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

omg~omg~

i miss eu ed...

how?

T.T

hug bear...

take care~

drink more water~

eat well, sleep well~

and gambateh on ur assignment

muacks muacks

emo??

2009-10-10T03:39:00.002+08:00

嗯，今天的我⋯也太静了吧⋯不好意思，已经很久很久没受到挫折了

如诚大哥所说的，我们魔羯座的家伙，不爱大场面

呃，虽然这和我的emo没什么关联，不过⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯

哎呀！！！真的不懂要用什么来形容我当时的心情＝＝

虽然少，不过⋯我还是要谢谢大家对我的关心⋯希望我也没摆太久的臭脸

真不好意思＝＝

嗯，刚自己一个人在篮球场绕了几圈⋯突然回想起了中学过着的生活

熟悉的步法

熟悉的脚步声

熟悉的潮湿空气

渐渐的

回想起初中的我

当时的我们，都是被虐待来训练的

嗯，当时的我，真的很想退出

但是，我不

因为，我知道

成功，往往都在失败的后面

挨过了，就是成功

威望的我们，经过一次风波，就在也没输过了

三连冠，三年，我中学大半的生活

就在吧生港口第十九区童军团步操队里度过

里面，我们受着不同的训练

很多人都不明白，为什么要那么作践自己

讲真，当时的我也不懂为什么

现在，我还想和加竞和奕威说谢谢

你们，让我更快明白东西，更快的让自己立足

现在步操队，你们真的要好好加油了，别再堕落下去了

（讲了那么多废话，该讲自己了－－）

嗯，讲真，有些东西，不能一直等着别人来帮忙

上学期，该好好谢谢stephen呢，虽然很多人都不是很喜欢你，but,thank you sir...

don't keep waiting for others to spoon feed you, it's time to grow up

看着周围的朋友都有人一直在指导，在帮忙

嗯，我明白，一个人也不容易应付太多人

我也只有自己先慢慢努力，结果他们都跑完了

嗯，可能是因为我突然emo，令他们难做，甚至讨厌我？？

嗯，对不起⋯⋯ 我以后也没有脾气

静静就好，免得大家因为我有事而不开心

不然，怎么好好的做他们所谓的“大哥”

“名字”，有时会给人无形中的压力⋯⋯

有时，真的好羡慕那些开始就很厉害的人了

东西都可以做的很快，有好多剩余的时间做自己的东西

老天果然公平，有好就有坏，有快就有慢

我，没么特别技术，就只有慢慢的学，慢慢的拼

夜深人静，很多得人都会在睡觉

我也只有自己慢慢的享受画画

要比其他人好？可以，人家做的少，我就做的多，一直锻炼

突然，有点迷失了自我

嗯，给自己的一句话

弱肉强食，并不是放弃的话

宇静，加油

朋友，等我追上

雯，放心，我没事了 ^^

这是不能说的秘密啊XD

2009-10-06T00:21:00.005+08:00

嗯，很久没回来这里了，我果然不是一个正统的blogger⋯

哈哈，又怎样？我爽XD

有好多的东西想说的，不过⋯就算了啦

我也不喜欢太过于干涉别人的生活

总之你们大家都好好的加油啊～

我在后面慢慢的支持你们XD

有不开心的东西可以找我分享

我是个很好的听众^^

pui wei, woei shin, chee han, cheng, sheng, ric, jian, 23 and so on d..XD

有些东西，可能不会是自己想像中的那样，

不过，与其和其作对不如接受他

两虎争，必有一伤

很多东西就是酱

弱肉强食⋯⋯适者生存，弱者淘汰

大家都搞得很热呢⋯哈哈

不过别走火入魔啊

不然心里的伤，真的会很深

dear, lately couldn't accompany you much d.. sry arh.. ==

noe many secrets d.. wan 2 noe den nid 2 get approvement from 当事人 XD

这是不能说的秘密啊XD

且也没什么人follow我的⋯哈哈

scouts??

2009-09-11T03:02:00.003+08:00

lately.. heard lot from you d..

but.. sry.. i can't help out more d..

it's not my generation anymore...

u should keep holding on 2 ur dreams d...

if got anything... juz say out 2 me d...

dun juz keep it d...K??

if not i sure dunno wat u feeling d...

en.. k.. time 2 sleep liao.. tired... ==

nitie nite...

dizzy water~

2009-09-04T09:46:00.002+08:00

ok... 1st of all, y is dizzy water??

of coz.. it's lagoon~ yay~ XD

ok.. lagoon.. we had outdoors 1st d..well... 2 times tomahawk, 2 times roller coster, 1 times cup spinning.. 2 times water turning... d hell.. @@.. damn dizzy after cup spin.. low blood?? ==

ahahaha.. maybe @@

after all of this, i'm thirst hunger 4 water... come lagoon is 2 play water d... come on guys.. can't wait anymore d.. @@

den suddenly albert came and say go water... it's like.. god came 4 me d ==+

haha.. den go sink in water, waiting them 2 come..some of us r enjoying d cold water d.. oh~ so comfortable.. kimochi~~XD

after tat.. we play water from around 2 or 3 until almost 6 d... wow... damn tiring.. now whole body sour sour @@

haha.. but i do enjoy d moments wif u guys man XD...

bout dinner.. i was quite disappointed coz couldn't go together d.. hmmm.. next time we juz go whole bah, dun separate d.. d more d merrier mah XD

Hmmmm, spent around 100 bucks 2day d @@

lol... nid 2 save lately d.. T.T

k... new semester comes in next week... everyone.. good luck yor~~

surprise?? @@

2009-08-29T18:42:00.002+08:00

ok... so, i didn't kena d OTP 4 history of arts.. and hell ya.. tat is a good news, damn good news 4 me.. ==.. thx hsiao shen 4 making a big shocking day 4 me... @@

well... enuf of tis d..time 2 talk bout wat is going on in my sem break d.. @@

ok.. at 1st.. i juz stayed at home and doing nth.. going 2 grow mushroom.. ==''

den i went 4 book fair wif dear.. expecting 2 meet frens on thr, but..well... u noe.. not enuf "round shit" 4 me and them d. T.T

and then, one big changes in my life time..

i went 2 skate.. well.. quite fun actually.. and it is damn tiring d.. @@

fell 5 times.. 4 on my own and one more is someone "buy angry" 2 let me fell.. lol... not pain though.. XD

still got 5 figure 2 draw... lol... dunno y everytime no mood d.. T.T

anyway.. i am expecting d lagoon will b fun wif u guys d.. XD

oh.. btw... i wan sing K.. u guys wan anot!!?? T.T

well.. gtg.. b bak after my sem break and new life on sem 2 d.. ^^

==

2009-08-21T17:58:00.003+08:00

2day... got a shocking news d...

so, my sem break is not going 2 b fully 100% happy at all eh?? ==

walao... kena OTP 4 HOA ==

damn it.. juz god damn it..

thought sem break will b a relaxing holiday..... swt......

anyway...

long time didn't updated blog d..

so juz hang around 2 blog bout something.. den juz got tis f#$@ing news d --.. d hell ==

haiz... sad eh?? --

didn't work hard enuf??

dunno wat happen d

is it bout d movie session report tat drag me down ==

nid 2 hav open mind and critical thinking eh?? @@

hard 2 do these d .. ==

and still got some other fren tat also kena d.. ==

am i like tat them??

they r... ==

well.. hard 2 describe and didn't want 2 describe how they r d ==

well.. bak 2 TOA 2ml... ==

going 2 arrange my time again liao ==

D HELL!!!!

@#$%^&*(

waiting 4 god's judgement..

2009-07-20T03:09:00.002+08:00

someday eventually, u will get what it will come 2 u...

and u don't expect 2 run off 2 anywhr d...

YOU!! will suffer...

juz beware on street now..

SO WHAT??

2009-07-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

juz now, heard something from dear,

and it juz felt like, wow, wat kind of "man" is he anyway d eh????

capable of doing many things eh??

ya SO WHAT?? F*CK OFF lah!!

dun u dare 2 do anything bad 2 her i tell u..

ppl juz dunno whn 2 consider whn did they did wrong d

and juz keep on putting d blame 2 others

ya i noe, all ppl is like tat included me,

but at least, i'm not like tat.

I'm not like YOU who keep on putting the blame on the girl's side and didn't even think what did you did WRONG! Ya, u r juz a piece of shit. I'm not gentleman 4 saying this rude words eh? Ya, SO WHAT?? At least i do things d right way.

you think u r MATURE eh?

tell u one truth, u r NOT MATURE at all!

childish person just kept thing that is good for themselves.

And you r just a part of them, want to clear urself out?

Just suit urself.

u always think tat u r capable of doing many things,

so? u also dunno wat i'm capable of, dun make me, u can't expect things from juz a normal person like me.

And btw, from my POV, and my guess mostly is accurate d, u and ur gal will broke up sooner or later d.

She support u?? ya i noe, i been thru many relation, and i've seen many, i noe i'm not a perfect lover or a boyfriend, but i noe, u r no better den me and, mostly gals r like tat d. at start they kept on supporting you, tat is juz common sense, OK?

u will noe wat will come 2 u in the end d, things will juz turn out the way u couldn't expected d.

And i always will c the things in d worst ppl wouldn't think d..

gud luck leh u, break up fast arh~

and die early ah~ ^^

i will c u in up above or i will join u 4 saying so many bad words d,

but i won't b that early d.

So, just relax ah~

if we meet, just prepare urself d...

is like... huh?? ==

2009-06-29T01:05:00.005+08:00

2day... i SS myself d ==
i can't believe tat i get chance 2 finish my assignment 4 college b4 class 2 day...
ShockED.. ==
btw... i am proud of it d... use many thoughts and stuff 2 create it d... ^^
if lecturer reject... i sure will.... @#$%^!&*

anyway... b4 tat... i'm here 2 share d pics of my design assignment d ^^

blog??

2009-06-22T01:27:00.003+08:00

juz now.. watchin some of my classmate d blog,

lol... coz not tat in d mood of doin d report.. (paiseh dear ==)

and yet i also finish it liao lah. Clap Clap ==+

erm... watching their blog...

is like... wow.. a bit sad leh...

how do i put it leh??

UNCOLORFULL? COlORLESS??

erm... actually not everyone is like tat.. especially Eric d ==

lol... coz me and him same type d.. happy go easy ==

en.. some of their blog got me d..

didn't noe tat i'm a good talker d XD

anyway... wat i wan 2 say is..

frens.. b happy.. if anything unhappy.. juz say it d..

not by keepin in d chest... free urself..

if life can b colorless.. den i will try 2 b d color XD

en, even 4 u also d dear,

b happy always ah~

ok... everyone, gud nite..

c u guys soon..

(dear u nid 2 wait a while d ==)

boys, meet at basketball court ==+

dun play rough T.T

i kia kia ==

improving my art..

starting from d below of zero point..

i will catch up wif u guys..

college.. frens??

2009-06-16T18:05:00.003+08:00

Lately... bz bout assignment d ==

and of coz nid 2 prepare 4 project...

heard from seniors tat.. we will b more bz at end of semester...

all project juz pop out and u will... SUFFER!! F5 ==

lately... seems like thr is some miscommunicate 4 me and my hostel-mate d

i try 2 do my best d..

and at class... phew~ we sure are crazy ==

learnin japanese from felix.. (dunno y he kept callin me boss ==)

joke wif eric... ( we sure juz like brother d ==+)

we both say joke... and ppl kept laughin d

not bad 4 us 2 learn 2 b a speaker d ==

at class sure siao siao~ we kept doin many crazy stuff..

but glad tat we r doin things tat won't danger our life d ==

havin lunch wif classmate sure is fun d

i think we hav bout 5 gangs in class d...

one is joker group.. tat's me and eric as "A Head" d ==

and monitor group... cute name eh??

one is C H group... wat is CH? well... ==

nid 4~5 person 2 do d combo more good.. XD

and one more... tat is ... couple ==

dun mention their name d... i will vomit ==

and d others sometimes here sometimes thr...

so.... d 5th group... d cincai group ==

if can... i try 2 make every classmate 2 hav meal 2geter...

imagine whole class go 2 one place 2 do things.. (juz like fightin?? ==)

CD0905-3.. let's try our best and smoothly go 2 next sem d ^^

and of coz...

i wouldn't forget u d dear ^^

u also gud luk at secondary school nia~

k bah... time 2 study loh... almost mid term 4 all subjects d ==

misunderstanding

2009-05-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

hmm, many things happened last nite + 2day

paiseh...

hmmm, i noe how dear u feel d..

coz i been thru b4 d...

juz wan 2 say...

is not tat i didn't put my trust in love d..

it's juz... ppl learnt how 2 protect themselves after by getting hurt d...

tat's d natural way of human live

but... without trust, how could d love exist??

en... i will try 2 keep holding on...

we will do our best in anyway...

it's not tat my dad didn't trust u

it's juz... i don't know wat's he thinkin bout

he's been kinda weird lately d

forget bout him bah... i also kinda unhappy wif him 2day d ==

en... after tis...

let's juz b more cautious bah.. en??

and wait time passes d...

we will keep on our promise d...rite??

i will... will you?? ^^

Sweet Night

2009-05-31T11:11:00.002+08:00

谢谢你

没有丢下我

^___^

谢谢你

给了我幸福的夜晚

我睡得很好

By 宝贝～雨

对不起

2009-05-19T23:19:00.007+08:00

今天，不小心对宝贝你发了脾气

傻瓜

但是，我想我也应该没其他方法来关心当时的你了

我爱你

对不起，伤到宝贝你的话，宝贝你一定要告诉我

原谅我

但至少，你也要好好照顾自己

一起好好加油

酱⋯我也可以放心点

别忘了我们的约定^^

嗯，还是要说

还是同一句话

宝贝，对不起

靖雯，我爱你

schooling week

2009-05-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

开始学院生活鲁，11／4

今天上drawing，说真的，中学学的，有点点废

第一堂课，就直接测试我们的实力在哪，感觉挺不错的

我们的老师 ZL 和助教 KK，都是很不错的

只是讲师不是很敢说，不过人好就好啦XD

12／4

今天浪费整小时多，却忘了没课

回去外宿打机XD，中午还是有上课的

上history of art，原来读美术又要上历史课的

13／4

今天，讲真的，很迟才上课呢

两点⋯直接到七点半，累死人啊F5

今天的english and communication skill

开始正式的认识人鲁XD

Partner＝Chen Liang

直接上台介绍他，不错不错，有挑战

四点的休息时间

和一班人去第一站喝茶

认识了几个聊得来的人鲁

Felix，Eric，Bryan，还有一个忘了名（paiseh，老人家记性不好，而且还是你请喝的呢）

当然还有我们可爱的Dean啦，可惜跟他交流有点难，因为他不会华文

也好，促进我的英文交流能力XD

14／4

这一堂课，国文，我就不想说了，汗⋯⋯

过后，figure 1⋯吓死人呢

画自己的脸和一个异性的侧面，画到很好笑XD

要好好努力画画了咯～

15／4

今天最轻松了，三小时的课

真开心

有个“gay gay”的老师教我们，且还是我们的班导

受不了

（其他的老师，抱歉，我懒得记名字）

16／4

没人上课，呵呵==+

去lagoon咯，哈哈，我们免费入场

还真开心的

玩水，脚受伤，表紧，开心就好XD

玩户外，不是很好玩，不过⋯⋯只有一个很刺激罢了

就是⋯⋯Tomahawk！！

转啊转啊XD

杰和棋，玩了这个，就不玩了

唉～浪费，不过真的挺累的

午餐，吃粥

田鸡粥～呵呵

大家都吃得很多的，钱也出了不少，汗⋯⋯

多认识了人，Allen，人不错的，呵呵

也是香蕉一个，表紧，我教他华文，他训练我的英文XD

17／4

嗯，今天，讲真有点担心

傻瓜，下次别酱了吧，我真的会很担心的⋯F4

慢慢来，别因为酱而搞到以后什么都不能了

傻宝贝

嗯，真的要好好加油了哦

不能懒惰了＝＝

我们也一起加油啊^^

i don't know...

2009-05-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

u just can't read wat am i feeling here d
ya... might b my problem d..
me myself also dunno d...
i've been acting weird since then and i know tat i've been acting weird
but i juz don't know y...

sorry...

mayb i'm not good at describing how i feel d...
of coz it is easy 2 say it out...
but i juz can't find d right words...

being hurt on wat i'm bad with...
wat a fool am i...

juz felt sour sour in d heart...
i wanted 2 know y...

but.....
u juz keep on talkin
and i don't want 2 break up wat you saying d
so....
i juz keep quiet...

after all... i hav a "quiet" on my name d...

无题

2009-05-11T08:10:00.000+08:00

今天，虽然是说两点半才上课，不过要我那么迟醒是不可能的==

没什么打部落格习惯的我，就慢慢的学吧，希望不会太迟啦⋯

上礼拜，开始搬进来了外宿，住得挺开心的，都是认识的人

几天在外宿玩闹，星期四，也就是07／05

所谓的新生始业辅导

嗯⋯讲真，还挺闷的

不过课程的要求，还挺严的，怕怕

三年，要真的很努力了⋯⋯

星期五，也就是08／05

一样咯，不过有绕学校走，还挺多地方的

我的班导，讲真⋯还挺娘的==

星期六，也就是09／05

我和我的傻宝贝去“走街”

走的时候还有挺多人干扰的

希望你有开心的一天啊宝贝

母亲节

还挺不开心的

不是我们不孝顺

只是，你也未免太过于强词夺理了吧？？

这次过了就算了

我也没差

（不怕家丑外漏）

只是，突然间要我叫他“小妈”

抱歉⋯我做不到

要我去接受别人

那你有没有想过要接受我们的想法呢？？

你也渐渐的

失去了一个爸爸该有的威严了

不是要你很严

而是，你变得很脆弱了

大人的思想

还挺难接受的

还是小孩子好

不过，我也不小了==

不去想太多了

就好好的读我的书

为未来打拼

大家，一起加油啊^^

尤其是你啊傻瓜

这几年我会好好加油

以后就轮到我等你了

加油哦^^